Restless.

After going home after the tiring meeting last night, i had a sleep over to my boss' crib, and went home at 1pm. Got my first monthly pay. But i had this feeling na im really really not happy. Since, honestly, im not happy in my current job. *sigh* After going home, take a bathe and went to Manila again for the Pldt and Smart errrand and the turn-over at Hyatt for tomorrows Wedding. Gees. Wala akong pahinga! Good thing, Ate Angel and Ate Mar is very nice kaya i felt comfort kahit pano, since im really not feeling well. The Bride which is Ms. Dottie, is really really funny and really nice. I like her. She's one of the coolest bride ever, and i say, she is a HAPPY bride- a beautiful one. Sana, i could be happy like her din. *sigh* The last time im happy feels like an ages ago.

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Went home at 1am in the morning coming from Lawton, ALL BY MYSELF. Am i brave? Haha. Indeed. Okay, Honestly, I had to confess that day by day, im not really enjoying what im doing, not because it makes me tired, actually, hindi naman siya nakakapagod. Seriously. pero i feel lonely and sad most of the time. Really hell of a sad. :(