its always the silent pain that hurts.

Went to SM Bacoor to get application forms and flyers my boss told me to do, thenATC to meet up with her, and to serendra- xchoclat the chocolate cafe. Oh gees. Its all coming back. Hindi naman ako naiiyak, i just felt sad kasi, this is where he told me that he loves me. The very first time! I wanted to shout, to cry, to breakdown but i cant. Its always the silent pain that hurts.

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Meeting with the September bride, Ms. Abby. First time ko ma-insecure, kasi feeling ko, her husband loves her so much. Sana it meant to last forever. Haha. Ang weird, kasi hindi naman ako naniniwala sa forever. But let me tell you this, I believe, kahit walang forever, if you really love the person even if he leaves, he will always be in your heart no matter what. He will leave you something that you will definitely treasure as long as your heart beats. And when you find that person, the moments you have together, is both your forever. and if you ask me, if he leaves me something wonderful things to treasure, indeed, yes. he makes me believe that even in the short period of time, love can be magical, and it will give you such HAPPINESSyou cant imagine can be possible. When he came, everything is just so spectacular.