God, hear me.

Today, I bought a gray pants, a white business attire shirt, and 2 shoes. So, lahat ng pinambili ko, sa sweldo ko kukunin. So, wala akong savings. Darn, temptation. But i think, its worth it. I just love the shoes. hehe. Anyway, good thing, hindi ako sinama ng boss ko sa meeting niya today, because im not really feeling well. Lately, im feeling very sick and i dont know why.

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Im getting sadder and sadder and sadder. I just wish someone would save me from all of this. I wish God would hear my heart, even if yes, i always forgot to pray. Lately, im wishing a lot. Mostly, i wish for patience and strength that i surpass the challenges im facing, that id be able to get the courage to stand up each time i fall. Weird, kasi lately, sobrang sunod sunod talaga yung nadating na burden sakin, hindi pa ako nakaka-stand up, bibigyan na naman ako ng another burden, I felt I was being challenged and tested all the time. I know, its not a feeling lang eh, i know god has plans and i know that it's always for the best, but i wish, god didnt trust me that much.