Fix me, again.

"Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"
-Fix you; Coldplay

My very sudden Interview turned out my first day job. Cool, eh? i don't wanna spill further details about it, im just pure lucky. really really lucky. Hmm, i just wanna share some things today, while waiting for my interview, i heard "fix you" by cold play which is instrumental, argh. that song is totally heartfelt and i felt like really crying. And yes, that song means so much to me. I felt i hear him singing that song, which is yes, just my pure imagination.

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The location of my first ever working experience is at Fernbrooke Gardens, Portofino. Heard it right, Portofino. Of all the places, lalo ata ako binibiro ng tadhana. which is pissing me to death. really. My first day at work in PORTOFINO. Great. Everything flashed back, my happiest day with him at Portofino, his promises, his hug, his smile, his hand in mine. Everything now turned into ashes and gray.

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I couldn't get him out of my system, i felt i was really totally broken when he left.
And although, i know i should better fix myself up and move on..
but not today, definitely not today.