Everyday.

When I was a kid, I remember that I was close to my dad. I used to run to him whenever my mom's mad at me. Although, I was never that spoiled to him unlike my older sister, and my brother, I know he had always been there for me. .But as the years passed, the distance just grows.
I don't know why. It is something that I cant explain, why it happened and what went wrong.
And possibly, that explains the reason why, I long for a man in my life. To my Daddy, Happy Father's Day. Although things have changed long long ago, and i may not run to you anymore when I'm sad, lonely and bruised, I know, you still love me and accepted my short comings.. and i want you to know, that I really miss you... and i long for you everyday.

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Hindi ako nakatiis, I texted him last night, and expectedly/unexpectedly (a mix of both), he does replied. I wont spill what he said, but it seems, he's just being a friend. Darn, a girlfriend turned to a friend. That's the s*ckiest thing of now being the ex-girlfriend. And although, it pains me that fact, I have no choice but to accept. I replied back, Thank him with a sad face :c
And now, im hurting again. I miss him a lot. it will take me lots of time to get over his smile, his scent, his laugh, his embrace, im missing EVERYTHING everyday.

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My left arm freakin' hurts. Parang may bali, or meron nga talaga. Possibly, it is because of the snatcher who forcefully snatched my bag last friday. Siguro, na-pwersa yung arms ko, kasi i tried, badly tried na hilahin pabalik, and now, goodluck to my left arm: maga at sobrang nanghihina.