game over.

i was hurt more than irritated to see him again. i was ignoring his stares, i was trying my best not to look at him. I was ignoring him, but im really not good at it, i know. Ang hirap. I felt like my heart was crashing everytime im around him. In my mind, i wanted him to feel how hurt i am, pero pano nga yun mangyayari, if he doesnt know anything na alam ko na, im just one of his girls who fall on his stupid pit. I want him to go crazy figuring things out. I want him to miss me even if its too damn impossible because i know he never will. Yun yung mahirap e, lalo na pag wala kayong commitment. bawal ka masaktan, kasi talo ka. tama joni, game over na. tama e, talo nga ako.