fireworks.

***

Maybe, love still works for me. After five months, i think, my heart is beating again. Thanks to this guy whom im really head over heels with. Akala ko, wala na akong magugustuhan pang iba more than emman, but to tell you honestly, iba naman talaga si emms, but that's a different story. Anyway, i think, i really really like this guy that im willing to lose all my pride. I know, i know he's a bit young, but i'll still go for it and we'll see.
***
went to trinoma for the dragons meet-up, super tagal ng hintayan pero okay lang naman, got to bond with other dragons din, and it was fun. After ko masundo si kheshi, saw HIM na, oh god, i missed him so much! *arte*, hindi ko siya matignan e, or malapitan, i felt my heart was beating like mad everytime he looks at me. After the christmas party, i was able to be with him, he texted me to go out, by the time i wnet out, he made me look up in the sky and saw fireworks, ang tagal ko daw kasi lumabas, kaya hindi ko masyado naabutan. Oh gees. Ayun, we talked, then we hold hands, then he hugged me. It was the best feeling in the world, it was euphoric. I felt cared and loved all at the same time even if i knew nothing about him, even if its too damn scary to expect something in return. That moment, wala akong ibang maramdaman but pure bliss, i felt it was gonna be the start of something. I hopefully wish, it's gonna be a start of something.