I am sorry.

i've caused too much disappointments, stress and inconveniences to my too good boss and officemate, krinel. mas lalo tuloy akong nadisappoint sa sarili ko, because i know they expected something from me na hindi ko na-achieve. Im too selfish, feeling ko ako lang yung nahihirapan, when they really deserve more from me. I was insensitive kasi hindi ko iniisip yung nararamdaman nila everytime i fail. I was sorry. I was really really sorry to my boss, and i take the urge to spill it out, kahit unprofessional yung dating. They said, i shouldnt be saying sorry, but i should say that i will try better next time. And i promise myself, that i will. promise myself not to disappoint them again. Hopefully.
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My oh so good bosses gave us super nice presents this christmas, gave us 1 month bonus na talagang kinagulat ko and maybe, ni krinel din. Sir Jamie, who has been good to me also gave me a present, which i'll be forever thankful.
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Went to Circle Island to meet with my few HS friends, stayed there for an hour, konting kwentuhan lang, then went home as early as i never really expected. Sorry guys.