flying and falling.

Finally, i was able to spend time with him-alone... and it was heaven. Got the chance to talk to him, hold his hand, be beside him all the time and be with him more than an hour. Bihira lang yun mangyari, and i had a great time. I felt flying and falling both at the same time. Ganun ko siya ata ka-gusto eh. I was crazy, i know. Basta, all the things we shared that day, that night.. will never be easily forgotten. It's just too hard to get over with. But to tell you honestly, nung sinundo niya kami, and when he smiled at me, that's the one that leaves me breathless. That smile... really knocks me down. I was scared, nakakatakot yung ganitong feeling because i know it'll not last for too long, or im just scared to get hurt again, or both. I was scared, I was so d*mn happy, I was really really scared, and i dont know why.