i was angry.

i was angry and hurt, i was in pain. Sabi ko na nga ba eh, i was risking for nothing. I felt like a stupid toy. I felt like a crap. I knew this will happen, but why too soon? hay. okay, i should've thanked the one who said that "im just one of the girls". ouch! i hate it, why this is always happening to me? is this a curse? wala naman akong ginagawang masama for me to be cursed? Why, oh why? i liked him too much that it really pains me, alam mo yun, im willing to risk everything and anything for him, tapos, he'll treat me like a toy? i know i dont deserve him, i dont deserve to be treated that way because i know my worth, pero yung thought kasi na i've been fooled, that, i hoped that he is different, it's just too much. I was really angry, and i never ever wanted to see him, because i know it'll just break my heart into tiny little pieces. Im scared as hell, and now i know why. :((