i thought it was possible.

Sir Teddy and I talked regarding my resignation i texted last night. I still dont know why i did that or what the hell i was thinking. But there, i already did and let's see how far i can go for not thinking hardly enough. I was never a good decision maker, but whatever the consequences may be this time, i will try my best to stand up for it. After work, i meet up with Belle and Ann in Starbucks, ATC. We talked regarding Belle's problem for her Bohol trip. Thanks to her super ex-bf for the late notice. Ngayon ko lang nakita si twin na super iritado at galit. oh-oh. The talk almost took all of our time. Kawawa naman si twin. :(
After ATC, we went straight to Belle's house and as planned, nagswimming- swimming-an kami sa inflatable pool. Being with the two of them today, i feel suddenly okay. Ganun naman talaga ata pag malungkot, you wanted someone to be by your side all the time so we wouldn't feel alone. There was this moment, when belle and i suddenly talked about 'him', actually i did expect that we'll gonna talk about it, pero nagulat ako sa statement niya that totally crushed my heart, "Nilaglag ka na nga, hinabol mo pa" because it's true. I knew that this would happen, i was warned, but i never listen. I know it was all my fault, i shouldn't never really expected at the first place. Siguro lang, i thought he was possible, that it was possible. but sadly, for this one, dreams are just dreams and ideals will always be just ideals. He will never gonna come true.