lost all my sunshine.

"Somethings are better left unsaid."
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I feel lost. It doesn't really suppose to feel this way, pero siguro, halo halo na din yung feelings ko that i can't contain it anymore. ilang araw na akong sad even up to this day. I have no money, i keep watching the clock hits six when im at work, mom and i are still not talking and the guy that i like didn't happen to like me back. I am not heartbroken, it's just that my heart was crushed and sliced and minced. I wanna get my life back, i wanna be okay and happy. I felt i lost all my sunshine. my life metaphorically has been raining so hard.