tell me i'm gonna be okay.

"Of all the hardships a person had to face, none was more punishing than the simple act of waiting." -Khaled Hosseini
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I really can't contain the sadness and i feel that it was all consuming me, every bit of me. Due to my sadness and lack of particular someone to talked to, i gm'd my whole phonebook "Tell me im gonna be okay" message and to my surprise, super daming nagreply. I was flooded with love and care. Nagulat ako that even those who don't often text me did send their message that i'm gonna be okay and i'll be better. Of course, it helps. I felt cared and loved and i felt blessed that even if im suffering from a self-inflicted pain, a lot of my friends took their time to send me comforting words that i should definitely put in mind. Although there is still sadness because things are not okay right now, i see light. And somehow, that spark of light helps me to keep going. I'm gonna be okay. I will.