emotional stress.

grabe yung emotional stress ko today, i've been crying and crying, i really felt like giving up. I felt more than like a crap and i can't do anything right anymore. And so i listen to "Forever" by Hillsong, and i cant stop the replay button and cry all the tears i could shed that night.
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Went to ortigas office, saw him, and i felt really really sad that we're not able to talk. We just look at each other before they finally left. Ang hirap ng ganitong set-up. puro tingin lang, wala pang assurance. hell.