where i'll be going?

"But I realized something as I drove home that night: that I am neither better nor smarter, only luckier. And I should be ashamed of thinking I knew everything, because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain - no matter how smart or accomplished - they cry, they yearn, they hurt. But instead of looking down on things, they look up, which is where I should have been looking, too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want the same things: comfort, love, and a peaceful heart."
- Have a little Faith; Mitch Albom

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Okay, so i was really really desperate to have a work. I have said million times over that i'm not gonna try to work in a call center, but today, i choked what i said. I applied in Teleperformance and Convergys both at the same day and i failed. Maybe, it's not really for me though. It was really not a big thing, i don't even get depressed. What makes me feel down today is that I feel lost and i don't know what to do now, i get scared that I wont be able to find the job I've been so longing to have and suddenly, I don't exactly know what i want and where i'll be going.

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Supposedly, esem and i are gonna meet tonight but sadly, it was raining so hard that she can't come. So, i just waited in Powerbooks and read 'Have a little faith' by Mitch Albom which im so dying to read. As always, Mitch Albom moved me that I was close to crying.
Sadly, I wasn't able to finish the book because I need to get up and meet my friends.

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Party at LAX was so boring! we didn't enjoyed it. The music is good sana, but the crowd? Wala, talong talo sa the fort. Anyway, i was so surprised when I saw golda and michi as well as boo and bojie. Haven't seen them for ages! I'm so happy to see bojie again. He had been one of my closest guy friend when i was in Manila. I just missed the ortigas days.