we dont always get to chose and be chosen.

"we live in the world full of chances but ironically, we dont always get to chose and be chosen."
-joni
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I woke up from another dream about him. It's always been like this. I need to literally wake myself up and move on. But I know when that time comes, i'll be missing him.

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I saw him online in FB chat. i keep staring and staring at the green circle that means, "online" even though I know he'll never pm me again. wala din naman ako ibalak i-pm siya eh, and yet, i'm still hurting myself for staring.