will never happen.

"There's no point of waiting around for something that will never happen."

***

I opened his FB page again. As usual, kahit wala naman akong nakikitang anything na ikasasakit ng puso ko, nasasaktan pa din ako. Wala naman na dapat ako hintayin pa or asahan, it's just that im too stubborn to quit it. Sabi ko kaya ko na tangapin, pero babawiin ko din.

***

Someone from the past, pm'd me again and to my surprise, he asked me out. Hindi naman ako nageexpect ng anything. It was actually a casual invitation. I think he's still sad and he needs someone to talk to lang, that's it. But unfortunately, i said no. I wanted to take it back, pero my mind just wouldn't agree. Okay. inhale. exhale. I wish he'd ask me out again.