tree taramind day 1.

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We (Rachel, Marlon, Belle, Ann and Ann's officemates) spent Holy Thursday in Tamarind Tree Resort in Quezon which i do not recommend because of their Martial Law Accommodation and pretty bad service. Anyway, we came late because of the heavy traffic which took us 6-hr travel. The trip really took all of my energy. But spending time with friends is really a fresh of breath air especially in times like this. In times, that love really upsets me. Even if im miles away, i just really can't stop thinking about him, it's been 3 days since we last talked. Kakapanibago lang, it was all so sudden. One day, we're okay, then the next, we don't talk to each other anymore. atleast, he had given me warning- the "cold treatment".

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Spent the rest of the day at the beach, it was so peaceful and quiet. Then, we had night swimming. The water never fails to make me feel better. After that, we had silent dinner, literally. Nakakabingi ang katahimikan, wala kasi talagang nagsasalita e. After the not-so-good dinner, we spent our time at the cabin, kulitan lang. Then, decided na mag-inuman (sila) i don't wanna drink tonight, improper din kasi, dahil holyweek. Okay, here goes the sudden sadness again. It always creeps me off, i miss him so much and i really really can't stop thinking about him that it made me cry. I wanna stop the drama sh*t but as long as he's here, in my head, i cant.