bothered.

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went to tagaytay for a supposed interview, kaya lang i get so pissed while waiting on the shed, kasi yung mga drivers ng jeep, personal cars and worst, truck is whistling at me. WTF. parang ngayon lang sila nakakita ng babae sa buong buhay nila. Grr. And so, i decided to clear my head and chill at starbucks. Waited till Honey comes, although i felt like waiting for ages, i felt happy when honey came with her good news that she's hired. *im so happy for you honey* :)

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Ayun, we talked like forever, we talked about *ehem*, and i felt really really really sad that maybe, it's just me, na maybe, im just misinterpreting things, and that realization really bothers me like hell, siguro kasi totoo. After the chill, honey treat me isaw kasi parehas kami nagce-crave, it was delicious! haha. Then, sabay kami sa bus which is, treat niya din because im broked. lol.during the bus ride and we're both quiet, naisip ko nga yung mga sinabi niya to take things slow, na wag ako magmadali, and yes, she's right. Siguro masyado lang ako na-overwhelm because he suddenly came, and it was a breathe of fresh air. Siguro nga, i need to re-assess my feelings and STOP THINKING. But oh, i just can't stop. :'(