back to pasay.

"Mas mabuting ikaw ang tumutulong kesa sa ikaw ang tinutulungan."
-got this from my mom
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Went to Pasay to visit Lolo for he's currently sick right now. :( Tagal ko din hindi nakadalaw sa pasay, and i totally missed it. For over six months kasi, i stayed there to work and now, minsan minsan nalang ulit since im in cavite na. There are times, i wish na sana nasa manila pa din ako, Siguro, i just missed the old times where i go home late or i go to places without asking permission from mom or dad. In manila kasi, i felt free and wild. But then, at the back of my mind, im okay na where i was and to what was happening in my life. Although hindi na ako nakakapunta ng guillys or MGM to party or hindi na ako nakakapagbonding sa new friends ko sa Strata, i am happy that i am back to being simple. I get to sleep in my own room, I able to spent time with my college buddies and to be with my family after work. That's the true happiness and comfort. Anyway, back to Lolo, yes, he's pale and looks very sickly. Hindi ako sanay na nakikita siyang ganun. And seeing him like that, i felt worried. I hope he gets better soon-er. Went home with Auntie and Juro, mom will stay with lolo at the hospital. I keep my fingers crossed that Lolo's gonna be fine. He will be.