paano ko sasabihin?

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I was late. Our new sales supervisor- Ate Jenny waited for me for 30 minutes or so, just because i was so late. Sorry. Anyway, Ate Jenny's really nice and ma-kwento, but i like it since, we're just the two of us at the office and we'll gonna help each other every now and then. Had an orientation for Ate Jenny about the company profile that took our time during the morning. After lunch, went to different banks. Hindi ko nabilang kung ilan, but i think, it's 6 banks. It was tough of course, didn't know what to say and I don't know what to do, but as it goes, it went okay naman. It boosts my confidence a bit. Another mission accomplished task for me. hooray!

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Went to Southmall with Ate Jen, she treated me dinner at Jollibee, we get to bond and we share the same issue about the work: salary. I'm a little bit mixed up. I still can't decide. It'll took me such a long time to figure out. Especially now, that Ate Jenny's bugging me about her demands. But i understand her naman because she's been into a big company and deserves a high-pay. But as to me, i dont know if good relationship with the boss can satisfy my needs. I am torn.

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Movie date with tween, "Paano ko sasabihin" starring Enchong and Erich, It was a so-so movie, didn't like the hanging ending though. Hindi dahil bitin ako or anything, pero may mga films kasi na may reason why it is hanged, in "paano ko sasabihin" i didn't see a reason why the end should be hanged. Anyway, Lesson learned? I guess, when love is based on lie, the love becomes illogical obsession. After the movie, tween and i criticized the movie and how good enchong kissed erich in the movie. Then moved on talking about our love lives naman, but still, we end up getting back to Enchong's kiss. We simply can't get over it.

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To my surprise, he texted a quote again. After reading it, i put my fone back on my purse. It's always like been like this. Hindi na ako nasanay. Hindi na naman ako dapat maapektuhan eh, pero apektado pa din ako.