felt like crap.

i had a one on one conversation with Sir Jamie (my boss). I can feel and see that he is disappointed with me and my attitude towards my work. Hindi ko din talaga alam why am i so like this lately. Hindi naman ako ganito before. Siguro, habang kinakausap niya ako, i felt like giving up, i felt i dont deserve this work because im not giving my 100% when they give 101% trust on me. I felt like crap that moment, unti-unti ko na nafi-feel na im a failure. Am i mean to myself? YES.