undecided.

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Baby sitter for a day. One on one kami ni Lira sa bahay. Nung una, super ilang niya sa akin, because whenever i get near her, umiiyak, buti naman at nawala ang sumpong niya. Hirap pala mag-alaga ng bata. First, tinimpla ko siya ng milk, because she pooped, hinugasan ko siya (First time, my god. I never thought makakaya ko. haha) then, changed her clothes, played with her, watched TV with her. But it was all worth it, sobrang mahal ko si Lira talaga, and she makes me happy kahit super makulit. :-)

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Went to St. Scho to meet up with Krystle for my boots, yehey! i have one na. Grabe yung effort ko papapunta. Naligaw nga ako pabalik e. Nakailang ikot at baba ako ng jeep. Pagdating ko tuloy ng MRT, super huggard na. whew. I was late for the 3pm call time. I came by 4. Anyway, we had our Team Meeting. Tagal na nung last time. Siguro CMMA days pa yun. Moving on, andami naming scheduled projects. whew. pero super blessed kami, kasi we have upcoming events to look forward to and which is really a good thing. Thank you Lord. :)

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I feel so lost lately, feeling ko hindi ako happy, there's still missing. I feel insecure, and UNDECIDED. Siguro, big part dito yung sa work. I feel down and sad. Totoo, ang hirap kasi when i cant be able to go home. Yung namimiss ko family ko, especially my mom. yung alone sa office, yung company ng friends, actually, kung sa blessed, okay naman ako eh, they're so good to me, to us, they're the most generous boss' that any employer could ever wish for, pero it's me, and my dreams. It's a BIG risk, i know. Whatever my decision will be, im sure, god is with me and he will help me decide.

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Good thing na natapos agad yung Editing at nakahabol pa ako sa Elem Peeps reunion. Grabe, i missed them. Ayun, happy times nanaman. Asaran, kwentuhan, picture-an. It was a blast. Lalo na yung Facebook tripping chat's nila jaymar. Tindi nun. Sinakitan talaga ako ng tiyan sa kakatawa. :)) Went home by 330 am. Sleep over at Knoll's place and wake up by 10am. :)