in time, i'll chase my happiness.

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Back again in the office. It's nice to be back lalo na, im with my officemate Krinel again. i missed her. buti naman at dalawa na kami. ang sad sa office kapag mag-isa lang ako e, nice to be with her again. Anyway, did a lot today especially the layouts and the EC campaign design. Good thing at nagustuhan naman nila yung gawa ko especially yung sa EC design. medyo nahirapan kasi ako kapain yung gagawin ko dun e, actually, na-lost ako nung una, pero my guardian angel is always helping me, kaya nagagawa ko yung mga task, eventhough, syempre, hindi perfect. but the thing is, nagagawa ko naman. :)

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Went to SM Makati to meet up ayee for my holga necklace, it was gorgeous and i love it. Then, went to meet with duane din, sinamahan ko siya mag-dinner, i had frosty lang because im full naman, And oh, i saw AMIELA, she's just so pretty and nice, and sweet! i love her. It's really really nice to see her again. Anyway, chill sa starbucks, Duane is a guy who shares a lot, nakakatuwa nga yun because detailed siya magkwento to the point na wala na akong itatanong. Ayun, share some stuff's about me din, but not too much. Ang ganda ng view namin, because i get to see the GLORIETTA 5. Hay, parang andami ko naaalala lately, parang kahit saan talaga ako magpunta, memories pa din namin naaalala ko. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasan ma-sad most of the time. Moving on, sinamahan ako ni Duane hangang MRT Taft station pauwi. Nakakapanibago. Hindi kasi ako sanay na may naghahatid. sanay na kasi ako mag-isa. haha. But anyway, *thanks duane sa SOBRANG effort, sa treat and sa time. Naappreciate ko. Seriously.*

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Realizations: Minsan, nasu-surprise ako sa sarili ko, kasi when i speak out something, yun talaga yung nasa mind ko, lumalabas yung mga perspectives ko, yung dreams, yung wants, yung inner thoughts, like my stand on dreams vs. money, kasi may times na i get so lost kung anu ang mas matimbang sakin, pero nung nagspeak up ako about it, nalaman kong mas importante pa din ang dreams and aspirations ko, kung san ako mas masaya. Feeling ko, Hindi ka naman magiging inspired sa work kung hindi ka masaya, o kung feeling mo, you're lacking. Money is never enough to prove your worth or your success, your worth defines how you relive your dreams, and waking up each morning that you're happy with what you are doing. Sa ngayon, wala pa ako sa stage na yun, im still finding my own destination, but as of now, im still okay, and in time, soon enough, i'll chase my dream, whatever it is. I'll chase whatever makes me happy.

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I dreamt of him AGAIN. Weird, kasi, nakalimutan ko what happened on that dream. But i know, im sure, im honestly sure, that i dreamt of HIM. Again.