The heart never forgets.
There was never a day that i think of her that i didn't bit my lip not to cry. The heart never forgets. love you.
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Dad and I went to San Pablo to remember Lola's first death anniversary. Ang bilis nga lang ng byahe maybe because i was asleep the whole time. Traditionally, pagbaba sa San Pablo, kumakain kami ng Mami at puto sa isang sikat na Mami House, grabe, walang kupas- It's the best-est Mami ever. still.***
After Breakfast, went straight to the cemetery , nagpapadasal na when we came. Nakinig lang ako then i speak to lola by heart. Hindi naman kailangan ng madaming sinasabi, alam ko na alam niya kung gano ko siya namimiss at everytime na tinitignan ko yung lapida nila ni lolo, i know na happy na siya and at peace. Hindi ko din maiwasang lumuha because everytime i think of her, i remember how she took care and loved me unconditionally. Andaming flashback of memories ko with her.
After the 'padasal', dumiretso kami sa bahay nila lola and ate lunch while watching 'my big love', I also get to spend with my relatives, andami palang dumating that i was so shocked because they all greeted me. Why shocked? Honestly, sa tagal ko kasi silang di nakikita, hindi ko na alam mga name ng mga tito at tita ko. :| *boo* Kuwentuhan with my cousins, Ate Fe and Ate Shayne with work and stuffs. Nakakamiss yung ganito. Im sure, next year o sa mga susunod na taon ulit to mangyayari. Good thing, may FB naman, will add them later when i come home. Everyone left except us because dad and I finished watching boxing. First time yun. The ride on our way home took longer than expected. Nakakapagod, but at the same time overwhelming.
I'll end this entry from a quote from tumblr:
“You never really stop missing someone, you just learn to live around the huge gaping hole of their absence.”
i love you la.
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