Sometimes there are so many voices in my head.

went to greenhills again. grabe. PAGOD. sobrang layo kasi talaga from MRT. :/ got bruises pa. :/good thing after greenhills, wala ako ginawa masyado sa office. Just help Krinel lang on the bohol thing, pero other than that, wala na. Petix much? nahhh. Actually, i really really wanted to help. Kapag wala akong ginagawa, feeling ko, im such a loser. And I dont like that. :/
Feeling ko, im not really happy. I dunno, everything's okay naman. I just felt i didn't deserve this. parang kulang na kulang yung ginagawa ko. i feel worthless. I know it sounds crazy, pero that's how i feel at the moment. I just wish it'll go away, SOON. I just dont know what i want at the moment. It's really hard to tell.

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"It’s hard to think about growing up when you’re right in the middle of doing it. It’s hard to know what you want. Sometimes there are so many voices in your head it’s difficult to know which of them is yours."